Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Was sick ytd, came home early from school. Spent the whole day sleeping like a long, then chatted on the phone with lays. Thanks lays :D
Yup so it's back to school again today. Got back HCL CT. Oh man it was horrible. But as Chen Lao Shi said, it's good to have my spirit :D Never say die! Yup so actually cause of that thing that happened, i was really low and depressed today. But nice and sweet jacq, she made my day :D She sat beside me during math and hohoho, i laughed after so long :D THANK YOU JACQ, I LOVE YOU <3 Only when I laughed, i realised that I havent laughed for a long long longg time. So it really felt good to laugh :D Wing sat beside me during chem :D I laughed too! I came home with Jacq, Onyu and Vien :D irritating Onyu makes me laugh too, i dunno why. But I just laughed. It felt good to be happy! So I shall try to be happy from now on. But sometimes, when I think of you and you, I just cant help to think that I'm really stupid and was blind to all you've done. It's just too much to take. I guess i need some time to accept it luh. Wing and Wal wrote me letters today. Awww wal was nice, she wrote it at 1:50 am this morn. Wing was very sweet too <3 THANK YOU VALERIE KOH and KOK MEIYING :D Learning journey trip tomorrow, I hope it'll be good and I wont throw up halfway there or something : / Have fun, fion :D
Upcoming events:
Tomorrow - Singapore River
Fri - Paiju, show with wc (w/out mich tho ): )
Sat- Something, but i forgot wat
Jacq said I must be strong, but I guess it's too difficult. Since i've chosen to take this path from the start, it'll be too tiring to walk all the way back and turning the other way. I can't just skip to the other path from here cause wat's between the paths is the forest of misery. And I know that once I step out of this, once I lose sight of you, I might lose you forever. I have to stop that from happening, i'll hold on to every chance I get. So I'll just keep walking, and hope you'll turn back and notice I'm still here. I'll keep walking til you turn back, love.
- - - totally rocked today. She paid attention to ME! OMG OMG OMG <3 My heart went THUMP :D -Looks at selmi.
Oh you make my face burn with passion <3
It's a beautiful disguise.